[Side story] Both arm scales (13)
What to do from here on was entirely up to me.
Lortel, who seemed inexperienced even at first glance, was completely guided by my hand, as if he didn’t know what to do.
The blood seems to be rushing to the face due to the simultaneous shame of having exposed one’s naked body and the shame of having the notebook in which one’s secret inner thoughts revealed.
However, I am also a man.
I can’t come all the way here, calm Lortel down, quietly put the blanket back on him, and then leave the room. I’m not very good at understanding women’s feelings, but I know that’s not the right answer.
Since it was time to attack more here, I slowly pulled Lortel by the shoulder and brought him back into my arms.
Lortel was drawn into my arms like an empty doll and naturally narrowed his shoulders in surprise.
What I noticed again is that I am small in stature.
It’s a girl who used to listen to the voice of the giant who commanded the Elte Company, but if you open your arms and hug her like this, she will come into your arms.
I can feel Lortel exhaling from the area around my solar plexus.
When I glance down, the cool and cold-blooded figure of the colossus is nowhere to be seen.
“Uh, it’s dangerous. Senior Ed… .”
“what.”
“Mo, everything. Yeah, nothing is going as expected… ”
I don’t know if I’m a clever merchant who calculates things like the interest rate on a bill of exchange or the loading rate of goods in a warehouse in a matter of minutes… He doesn’t know how to properly control his facial expressions in bed.
Can not help it. God is a fair law.
God may have given Lortel the talent as a merchant, but he did not give her the maturity as a woman.
That empty spot had to be filled by someone.
“Well, since it’s come to this, let me just say… Yeah, I’ve imagined it a lot… ”
“… Imagination?”
Lortel nodded with difficulty, his face red as if it was about to explode.
“You’re not going to look at a slut from now on, are you?”
“… ”
“Well, what… It’s already been a few years since I openly expressed my favor to senior Ed. When you spend such a long time, you imagine various things… also… that… That’s it… buy… “It’s not a crime to let your imagination run wild.”
Certainly, considering Lortel’s note… It seemed highly likely that the imagination was extremely far from reality.
In the world of Sangdo, he is more cold-blooded and realistic than anyone else, and is a romanticist whose imagination of first experiences he has yet to experience is like that of an adolescent girl.
“Yes, there were many predictable scenarios… ”
“There was… ?”
“… “I forgot everything.”
In fact, Lortel seemed to be on the verge of exploding just by being guided by my touch.
The occupational disease of trying to make a thorough plan first, no matter what you do, still remains. However, things don’t always go as planned.
“Still… It’s an amazing feeling… ”
For now, we decided to wait until Lortel’s fingertips stopped trembling.
Slowly, Lortel took a deep breath, then buried his chin in my chest and spoke in a whisper.
“Is the happiness of being held by someone you love… “It’s something that can’t be converted into money.”
“… ”
“This feeling doesn’t matter how expensive you stay in the room or how expensive the alcohol and food you eat… “It’s something that can’t be replaced.”
Lortel’s hand tremors slowly subside.
Perhaps the tension has finally subsided, and his actions become softer.
It’s just the two of us in this dark room.
All we can see is the crescent moon hanging outside the window.
The crescent moon, shining softly on the night sea, is also turning its head to pretend not to see us for tonight.
Lortel smiled simply under the soft moonlight.
I saw the solemn smile of a business owner, and the sinister smile of a merchant. Lortel, who always smiles seductively like a fox, never imagined that she could be such a naive girl.
Wouldn’t you be surprised when you look in the mirror?
So slowly… My hand, which had been stroking Lortel’s shoulder, went down and down along the curve.
The night is long.
There is no need to make up your mind hastily. Although everything in Lortel was unfamiliar, there was plenty of time to slowly get used to it.
The hand that gently swept the outside of the body gradually moves inward. The slower I went, the more I felt Lortel start to tremble. Still, there is no resistance.
Rather, he completely surrendered himself to me and only occasionally let himself go.
Are you afraid?
Even at a trading site where tens of thousands of gold coins are exchanged, a giant merchant who swallows dry saliva once closes his eyes tightly at the touch of a single touch.
Every time I reach into an area that no one has ever been allowed to enter, they look at me with tearful eyes. Don’t hide your fear.
I whisper as kindly as possible that there is no need to be afraid. Lortel seemed to have calmed down a little after those words, and leaned in even more.
It doesn’t take long for Lortel’s voice, which was clearly tense, to change into a chanting voice.
Lortel wrapped his arms around the back of my neck and hugged me, then closed his eyes. Then, leaving everything to my movements, he gradually settled into his own senses.
Lortel’s warm breath passes by my neck.
At that moment, Lortel seemed to be aware of his own rough breathing, and quickly put his hand over his mouth.
Perhaps because he felt that his appearance was a bit vulgar, Lortel blushed again. I assured Lortel once more that there was no need for him to be embarrassed, and pushed him down onto the bed.
As the body passed naturally, Lortel swallowed his breath and looked up at me.
There is absolutely no need to rush. The important thing is always to relieve the other person’s tension.
I slowly stroked Lortel’s neck while being considerate. That alone made Lortel close his eyes and hold back his voice.
Whatever you do, do it slowly, very slowly.
As if time passes slowly. He takes care of Lortel so that he can fully accept and feel everything that happens.
Lortel seemed to be feeling each and every one of those gentle movements, and then Lortel wrapped his arms around my neck again and whispered in my ear.
It’s okay, do whatever you want.
… At that point my patience runs out. In the end, we get straight to the point.
Time, which passed slowly, soon changes to a fast tempo.
At first, Lortel makes sounds distorted in pain. But then, slowly, the emotion in his voice turns into something more passionate.
Lortel learns and masters anything quickly.
At first, I was busy being led by my hand, but little by little, I got used to the flow. As he moves his body in accordance with the tempo, he soon becomes more relaxed and kisses me or strokes my forearm.
Lortel continued to be embarrassed, not knowing what to do, and just blushing. But before she knew it, she regained her relaxed smile.
Eventually, little by little, you begin to move yourself. He pulls me by the shoulder or grabs my arm tightly and leads me to the other side.
The pain will still be stronger than the pleasure. The first time is like that for everyone. However, when he came to his senses, there was no trace of pain on Lortel’s face.
Rather, the current situation seems happier than ever. For Lortel, just spending the night together is so precious.
I hear a whisper, “Senior Ed.” When I came to, Lortel was pushing my chest and making me lie down on my back.
I knew from the beginning that he was a genius with a quick mind. I have confirmed several times that he is quick to learn and has strong adaptability… When I came to my senses, I saw myself looking up at Lortel.
Lortel’s expression, looking up from below, is not only attractive but also a little creepy.
In this way, Lortel constantly indulges in that unfamiliar feeling of happiness that comes to him for the first time in his life.
She is a woman who has always achieved her goals with her own hands. Her enterprising temperament does not change even in this dark, late-night inn room. She is not someone who just sits passively and accepts the happiness that comes her way.
When the opportunity comes, take it. I try to put everything I can reach into my arms. That greed is directed equally at the man who has had his eyes fixed on her for the past several years.
This moment is shared only by me and Lortel. As if every minute and every second is more precious than gold and silver treasures, they try to covet me even a little more.
When I finally came to my senses, I wasn’t even lifting a finger.
If you keep exchanging breath with each other for a long time, the time comes to your limit.
Lortel bends down sharply and hugs my face. In this way, we end our precious time of communion together.
A little rest that came between the rush of breath.
While they were hugging each other and catching their breath, Lortel whispered once more. Senior Ed. The night is still long. I immediately understood what he meant, but for now, I took a breath.
I feel like the guests have been turned over.
Lortel on my waist raises his head again and looks down at me. The expression on his face is even more meaningful than before. He looks at me with endless excitement, as if his eyes have been opened to something new.
──Is this really going to get eaten?
Even though I can’t say that I’ve experienced all the hardships before birth, I can probably say that I’m proficient to some extent…
Lortel is stained with infinite greed, to the point that it puts my self-evaluation to shame.
Yes, did we neglect too much the temperament of Lortel, who has lived his entire life in greed? I never thought that I would wake up to a new greed that I had never experienced before, and that it would come back to me in this way.
However, I cannot tell you to stop here for a moment. I didn’t think I was the type of person to care about such things, but I still have pride as a man.
I don’t think I should do anything to back away from a woman who is so passionately obsessed with desire.
Anyway, I am a disciplined man and Lortel is a merchant woman. She will not be pushed out physically.
I’m sure it will… Lortel’s words, which he continued to whisper as he hugged me, felt like a strange pressure.
The night is long. There are many things I want to try.
I felt like I was being sucked in little by little by Lortel’s words.
*The night was a little longer than usual.
After washing my body thoroughly, I straightened my clothes and opened the door to pour in more cold water. Then something caught on the hallway floor.
I looked down and saw that it was the clothes I had just asked the inn staff for.
It was a neat dress often worn by merchant women in Old Deck. After taking a quick look at it, it seemed like it would be a good fit for Lortel. As expected from an employee at an expensive inn, she has an unusual sense of insight.
By the way, I didn’t hear anything like a knock… Apparently, the inn staff had a vague idea of the situation inside the room and returned with good sense.
“… ”
I felt embarrassed, but I didn’t really blame the inn staff.
I quietly packed my clothes and went back to the room.
Lortel was on my bed, wrapped in a blanket and wiping his face.
Thinking back on the mess that had just happened, it seemed like a belated sense of shame came over me.
“west… Senior, oh, don’t misunderstand. Just now… Well, it looks like something was written… What am I doing in a manly way? ”
“There is nothing to be so embarrassed about. “It’s all natural.”
“Ugh… Huh, my waist… ”
Lortel frowned and complained of pain.
I handed the clothes I received to the employee along with a brief explanation. Lortel thanked him and quickly changed his clothes under the blanket.
Why are you sitting on my bed? This is because Lortel’s bed is no longer usable.
Lortel repeatedly wiped his face by himself. He seemed to be imagining how embarrassing it would be if the staff who cleaned up the room came and saw it later.
“… ”
I sat by the window and felt the early morning breeze.
There is still no sign of the sun rising. Old Deck’s night is deep and long.
“… Senior Ed.”
Before I knew it, Lortel, fully dressed, came to the window and sat down across from me. She felt much lighter than both Lortel and I.
Suddenly, Lortel said something new.
“… “Thank you for being by my side.”
Lortel must be well accustomed to the dark nights of Old Deck.
Still, was Lortel afraid of the darkness?
Those long nights spent alone must have always made Lortel’s loneliness even more painful.
“Hey, Lortel.”
As I was thinking that, it was time. It’s time to get out soon.
“I have to go towards the commercial building soon. I was supposed to meet with Lienna’s secretary. “I need to let you know that your physical condition is back to normal.”
“It’s this late in the morning… ?”
“Well, there must have been a lot of things to take care of in a hurry… “It’s almost time for the appointment.”
I said as I took my coat and put it on.
“Before that, shall we take a walk along the dock?”
