<Episode 87>Purple. (1)
Purple.⑴
When I saw Namgungbi lying on the ground.
I thought of the Demon Sword Master of the past.
I spoke of her, who was quietly breathing in my arms amidst the pouring rain.
all.
‘It was complacent.’
Only then did he blame his own complacency.
Watching the world change with a small flap of wings.
It was my sin to not want to get involved in the flow and just watch from afar.
If I had just stood still, this wouldn’t have happened.
I don’t want to do anything, but I know I have to do nothing, so I act contradictorily.
It was the same result.
It’s scary and painful.
Even after I died, nothing changed for me.
‘•••What on earth are you doing?’
After going through regression, what have I been walking for all this time?
Did I want to kill Cheonma?
In that case, he should have given Wi Seol-ah a sword instead of a servant’s uniform.
Because I know that’s the fastest and easiest way.
Knowing that, what did I do?
I watched Wi Seol-ah smiling and happy, thinking that there must be a meaning to the sword.
all.
In reality, it was just that Wi Seol-ah didn’t want to take up the sword.
What do you gain from making disgusting excuses?
I was able to see Weeseol-ah’s smile, which I had never seen in my past life.
The hand I couldn’t hold was right next to me, giving me warmth as if telling me to hold it at any time.
The hand that I had to let go of was now next to me.
He spread his hands out in front of me so that I could hug him right away.
Then, am I worthy of being held in those arms?
That beautiful smile, too, will eventually be lost when Cheonma appears.
Do I really have the right to do that, knowing that and running away?
Again I ask myself:
Asking the question even though you knew the answer showed you were still scared.
‘I can’t fight the Heavenly Horse.’
I’m afraid and don’t want to fight.
‘It doesn’t have to be me.’
It was just an excuse that came to mind because I wanted to rest now.
An excuse that there was a reason for committing so many sins and killings in a previous life
Because I am holding on to my present life as one.
I consoled myself by saying that I could be happy with this opportunity gained through death.
though.
On the contrary, since we already know the answer, we are just suffering.
So I kept running away.
I practiced while losing sleep, but there was no purpose to it.
When it came to twisting the flow or getting swept away, I thought about how to escape.
I try to change my mind.
Isn’t this enough? Is there a need to do more?
[So, are you satisfied?]
An unknown voice asks.
[So, are you satisfied now?]
‘no.’
nothing.
I had nothing inside.
This place still felt like a dream to me, half the first day.
A dream that is hazy yet vivid, as if you haven’t woken up yet.
I think so, but ultimately, actions have consequences.
I had to turn away from hundreds of things to escape now.
I had to take clear responsibility for what would happen in the future.
If you don’t want to give the sword to Wi Seol-ah.
Someone had to take up the sword.
Also, if Namgungbia tries to ignore the feelings she has for me.
I had to let it go.
There were actually countless reasons to break up, such as a fiancé or something.
But I couldn’t let it go.
It was because of an ugly selfishness that I didn’t want to go to one side of my heart.
All the burdens that have piled up around me are my responsibility that I must bear alone.
It was not possible to run away and hide forever.
So if I can’t let go of anything and can’t lose anything.
Now it was time to wake up from the dream.
“•••ah.”
It was an unfamiliar ceiling.
A familiar ceiling comes into view, as if I am seeing it for the first time.
“•••You opened your eyes.”
An old man with white hair who fills the field of vision.
It was God.
The first thing I see when I open my eyes is the face of a god…
I was startled and tried to sit up.
“•••Ugh!”
I screamed without realizing it as I felt excruciating pain all over my body.
It was so bad that it almost brought tears to my eyes.
“Hey, how is it that you have no sense of caution?”
“What the… is going on….”
It was a pain so excruciating that I couldn’t even imagine someone biting into every joint.
As I was groaning in pain, I was thinking about what happened before I lost consciousness.
It went up.
“Don’t worry, it seems to have been resolved well.”
The god reads something in my expression and tells me the answer.
How did you lose consciousness, you bloodthirsty one?
•••And what about Namgungbia?
“•••That… was it nearby?”
“The woman I was with is much better than you, so don’t worry and just lie down.
“That’s it.”
“Yes… Thank you.”
Fortunately, there seemed to be no problem with Namgungbia.
But I haven’t asked about the bloodbath yet.
When I was about to ask something more, the god spoke to me first.
“There doesn’t seem to be any major problem with your body, so you can get up as soon as the pain goes away.
“That’s right.”
“thank you….”
“I said that if you use it carelessly because the energy is concentrated, you might die, but I pulled it out really well.
“I wrote it.”
” ah.”
“Anyway, do these days people think that their bodies are eternal •••. If they get stabbed,
“I wonder why these same things keep dying like this.”
He made an embarrassed expression at Shinui’s words.
As he said, it was because he was absent-minded and wrote too much.
‘…I wasn’t in my right mind.’
It seems like I just wrote it without thinking about the consequences.
There must have been another way, but for some reason, it wasn’t easy to calm down at the time.
all.
Even if you think about Namgungbi lying down, it makes sense.
‘Why have you lost your mind?’
There was clearly still some bet left, and he wasn’t that physically exhausted.
Of course, towards the end, I felt a sharp pain in my body because I used more than necessary.
It was a mess.
Unlike before, I was able to move normally.
and.
‘At the end… I think I heard a voice.’
It’s blurry.
I’m sure I heard something.
I don’t remember very well.
When I tried to remember, I felt a pounding pain in my head.
widely.
A bitter scent is felt along with the sound of a bowl being placed next to me.
Is it a herbal medicine?
Then something approaches the mouth.
I looked and saw that my friend was trying to feed me something with a spoon.
I took a bite while wondering what to do.
I was a little surprised at how bitter it was.
“Just drink the medicine that will relieve some of the pain, so you can live a little longer.
“Yeah.”
I held back and accepted the god’s words.
It was a strange thing to think that the giver was my Galhyuk.
“If you wait, someone will come. Everyone was waiting for you to wake up.
all.”
“How long was I losing consciousness?”
“Two days have passed, and if tonight passes it will be the third day.”
“•••, two days?”
You said I was out of my mind for two days?
I remembered Wi Seol-ah telling me to come back soon.
I thought he might be worried.
“Now that you guys are up, those kids can breathe a sigh of relief too.”
I turned my head to follow the words of the god.
“•••ah.”
At the end of the room, people can be seen sleeping, leaning against each other against the wall.
The above were Seol Ah and Namgung Bi Ah.
“I couldn’t sleep well and waited, and when it was time for you to wake up, I fell asleep instead.
Moreover.”
“”
As I was looking at something, I felt a tickling sensation in my chest.
As I was blankly staring at it, the god spoke to me.
“I have something to ask you.”
“Please speak.”
“Do you remember when I called you a walking dead man?”
“I remember.”
That’s why I went to find the magic stone, so I couldn’t help but remember.
Shin-ui was looking at me with a strange expression, as if there was some other problem.
“I am a person who is proud of my accomplishments as a member of the National Assembly.”
At first glance, it may seem arrogant, but the person who said it was none other than God.
I thought it was entirely possible since he was a divine doctor.
God continues speaking to me.
“I have lived my entire life as a member of the National Assembly with that mindset, but this is the first time I have experienced something like this.
“I see.”
“… Is there something wrong with my body again?”
also?
Is my body a battlefield? Why do accidents keep happening?
‘Is it because you keep causing accidents?’
I was a little dizzy from the sudden self-objectification.
Shin-ui answered my question with a worried expression.
“•••The energy has calmed down.”
“yes ?”
“The energy that was so strong that they couldn’t eat each other became as quiet as a mouse.”
Are you feeling calmer now?
It seems like it hasn’t even been ten days since I said it might explode at any moment.
I was surprised by the words of the god and tried to look around my body, but my danjeon was shaking because I was tired.
It is not easy to operate a bet as it is deceptive.
Instead, a different energy passes through the body.
The creepy sensation immediately stopped me from turning my attention.
‘Magi…?’
There was magic swirling inside his body.
Cloudy and unstable.
It’s like the magic that the night elf possesses.
“You are an idiot, my lord.”
I know….
“You idiot, you idiot!”
“huh….”
When I woke up in the morning, I was running for a long time to see Seol-ah.
As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw me and started crying, so I had to quickly calm him down.
The corners of her eyes were moist, as if she had not been able to reach them.
“Why… do you always get hurt when I’m not around?”
I was speechless at Weiseol-ah’s question.
It certainly seems like that… .
‘I also tried not to take him to situations where he might get hurt.’
There is a big reason for that.
Anyway, that’s what happened.
Above, Seol wipes his tearful eyes with the back of his hand.
I thought I should at least pat his head, but he didn’t move because his body wasn’t feeling well yet.
It was a little bit burdensome.
“Really… you’re an idiot.”
“sleep…!”
In the end, Seol-ah Wi starts to shed tears.
As she was crying sadly, Namgung Bi-a, who had been sitting quietly next to her, handed her a handkerchief.
Namgung Bi also had one arm bandaged.
According to the divine word, he is otherwise in good condition and his arm is unmanned after a few days of rest.
He said I’d get better soon.
While Wi Seol-ah was wiping her eyes with a handkerchief, Maeng-i called Namgung-bi-ah in a low voice.
“•••Sister.”
“huh?
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“Can I blow your nose…?”
You ask so cautiously.
Namgung Bi-ah was momentarily flustered by the unexpected question, but nodded, saying it was okay.
Nodded.
Then, a short “Pung!” sound is heard.
I turned my head away because I felt like I shouldn’t look.
Thank you….
When I gave the towel back, Namgungbia accepted it and asked what to do with it.
Build a relationship.
I guess I’ll have to pay for that towel later… .
After a while, Shin-ui came in and frowned.
“You all need to get out now, I need to examine you.”
“Can’t you… stay a little longer?”
“If you’re next to me, I’ll be nervous and you won’t be able to do it properly. Just stay away!”
Usually, even the pretty ones who are considered pretty because of their appearance don’t seem to care about their faith.
Yell at someone.
In the end, Namgungbia went out with Wisul-ah, who had become gloomy.
I felt uneasy at the sight of her looking at me as if she was still feeling sorry for something.
The two people leave and Shin-ui naturally grabs my arm.
“How is your body?”
“It’s much better than yesterday.”
“But I can’t send you out yet, so just lie still.”
“••Sigh.”
I guess he noticed that I wanted to get up.
This didn’t seem to be the cabin I saw last time. Is it inside the volcano?
As I was quietly surrendering my body, the god suddenly spoke to me.
“I haven’t said thank you yet.”
These are the words that the god suddenly spoke to me as I was lying still.
I answered in confusion.
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“What is that…?”
“Isn’t this what happened after fighting with the guy who was after the hut?”
The guy who was after the cabin?
Was the target of the night raid the cabin?
To be honest, I just got angry and hit him, so it wasn’t for some grand reason like Shin-ui said.
It was you.
“The details will have to come from Dohwa, but… right now, the situation is what it is, so it might take a while.
“That’s right.”
“If that’s the case, what’s going on?”
“I don’t think it’s something I should bring up. I’ll tell you later, Dohwa.”
The expression on the face of the speaking god was particularly dark.
It felt a little suffocating because it felt like something bad had happened but I couldn’t figure out what.
The doctor, who had been rubbing my arm for a while, got up after finishing the examination.
“It seems like you’ve gotten a lot better, so you’ll be able to get up soon. Just in case, I’ll wait until today
“Stay still and don’t move.”
“Okay, thank you.”
Shin-i left and quietly thought about the situation.
I was thinking about my body.
‘God does not sense magic.’
I’m sure you just checked the pulse, but you didn’t mention anything about magic.
Did not.
Of course, it is possible that God is not saying anything on purpose.
I thought the chances of that were slim.
I don’t know how the magic started to circulate in my body, but fortunately, the magic started to
The point was that it was becoming more and more purified.
Before, the energy of the magic stone was absorbed by the magic stone absorption technique, and the magic energy was captured by the Nine Flames Fire Lun technique.
It was exactly the same as eating and purifying.
The magic of today is not as pure as that given by Magic Stone or Heavenly Horse.
Black Night Palace. It was particularly similar to the turbid aura that the Night Blood enemy had.
It’s as if I was trying to steal his energy.
Perhaps I stole the spirit of the night owl.
‘Not a magic stone, but someone else’s energy?’
I’ve never heard of such an ability.
It wasn’t something I should have said, as I was using the magic energy of the magic stone.
Also, the fact that the spirit that God spoke of calmed down is likely related to this.
I thought.
‘•••Anyway, is this also Magini’s magic calming the energy?’
If this happens, you will eventually need to find magic stones and consume them continuously.
I feel bitter because I feel like I will be bound by the magic of the Heavenly Demon even in this life.
I heard this though.
Now was the time to really make up my mind.
‘by the way.’
There was one thing that was bothering me.
It’s been like this since I woke up.
‘Noya.’
I called out to Shin Noya in my heart, but there was no answer.
‘Noya… .’
Let me call you again.
As expected, no answer came back.
I’ve been calling out to Shin Noya ever since I woke up last night, but Noya’s voice
Lee never came back.
I tried calling it out loud and also tried calling it out in my mind.
No answer came.
“•••Where did this old man go?”
Shin Noya has disappeared.
