<Episode 336 Listen to Mother. (2)
Let me recall my memories of my mother.
I don’t remember much.
– son.
A slightly high-pitched, affectionate voice called me.
Gentle hands stroking my coarse hair.
Holding my younger brother in one hand.
The expression on his face as he looked at me with a smile.
I remember my mother feeling the wind as if she was enjoying spring.
In later times.
When I saw this I knew it was called Memories.
My mother had already disappeared.
My mother especially loved that season.
It seemed like he liked spring the best.
Even if it wasn’t that, he liked any season of the four seasons.
I liked the flowers blooming in the spring.
Even in the hot and boring summer, you have your own charm.
Sitting on the veranda on a summer day when heavy rain is falling.
We watched the falling rain together.
In the fall when leaves fall.
Facing the snowy winter.
The hand that held my hand tightly was so warm that I couldn’t let it go.
Yes, my mother loved the four seasons.
I loved this world.
At least that’s what it seemed to me.
– son.
Lying in bed at night.
After putting the guling flower to sleep, close your eyes and look at the ceiling.
– Are you sleepy?
— Uh… O •
In a whining voice.
My mother sang a song in my ear while caressing my belly.
To the voice singing in my sleep.
Did he feel comfortable? He fell into a deep sleep without knowing anything about the world.
It was in this desolate place that I was able to recall a single memory.
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In the end, it was probably because I had my mother’s embrace.
That’s why.
-Son… I’m sorry..
The last hand that caressed my cheek.
The last voice that called me while sobbing.
It still lingers in my mind.
It was like chains binding me.
“•••What does that mean?”
He chews his tongue as if it were chewing something. He can barely get the words out.
Why.
Is that the story of my mother coming out of the mouth of that World Tree?
“Are you saying that the thing in my body and my mother have something to do with it?”
It is not easy to quell the violent, seething energy.
I never thought we’d be talking about my mother here.
‘My mother… is involved in this?’
How can that be?
[Calm down, Apostle.]
“After telling you this story that you can’t calm down, how selfish of you to tell me to calm down?”
This is a story I’ve never thought about before.
I’ve been thinking endlessly about the beast inside my body.
In the end, all I could find out was the guy’s name.
I didn’t think that would be a big deal.
What is that guy?
To predict.
At first I thought it was something attached to the Magic Heavenly Absorbing Gong.
Isn’t that right, filling your stomach by eating the magic energy held by the magic stone?
When the guy swallowed magic, the magic absorption power was naturally activated.
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When you consume the magic, it becomes purified and enters the betting.
That’s why the guy’s identity belongs to the power that Cheonma gave me.
I thought it was something though.
As time passed, I began to think differently.
He doesn’t belong to the Magic Heavenly Absorbing Group.
I’m thinking that maybe it belongs to the Guyeonhwaryun Gong.
The guy’s actions aren’t that bad.
If you say you focused on purification.
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It was closer to the Guyeon Hwarin Gong than the Madocheon Hapgong.
The problem is.
Whatever it is, I have no idea why this thing is stuck to my body.
That’s what God said.
Contained in my danjeon.
Because my energy is centered around it, and the pottery is mixed together.
It’s a state where it wouldn’t be strange if my body exploded at any time.
It’s a mix of pottery and betting.
It was Shin Noya who prevented any problems from occurring in the body.
Actually, if Noya doesn’t stop it.
The pottery immediately went wild and caused physical pain.
Shin Noya blocks that part.
It helps me to stay in my danjeon without clashing with the energy of the betting and dogi.
‘and.’
What comes to mind here is.
If that’s the case with my tiles and pottery.
The part about Magi is as follows.
In the first place, becoming a mine.
It means that all the energy that was staying in the dantian is converted into magic energy.
The moment magic enters my body.
Gu Yanhua Lun Gong starts purification and turns it into a bet.
One, because the speed is not that fast.
The same goes for the fact that magic energy enters the body.
When I see this.
This means that three energies already coexist in my body.
It is said that the clash of pottery is prevented by Shin Noya.
What about Magi?
I think.
To begin with, magic is a power that does not cause any major problems when mixed with other energies.
No matter how strong the master is.
Also, the reason why you can make a mine with the power of the Heavenly Demon.
Because magic can coexist with energy.
‘That was when I was a mine.’
This is only when the Heavenly Horse descends and turns you into a mine.
Why do you look at it like that?
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‘•••Magi is eating away at my energy and flesh.’
When a non-mine person puts magic energy into their body.
As it is, my breath is blocked and my body slowly decays.
I could tell when I thought back on the afterlife of this life.
I could tell by thinking back to those who had been possessed by magic in their past lives.
Magi is fatal to humans.
It is true that Cheonma possesses absolute power.
The reason why the Demonic Cult was able to invade the Central Plains so quickly.
Because the power of magic was that cruel.
Because their aura was as if they were born to kill humans.
Who am I, carrying such a rough spirit around in my body?
‘I am not a mine.’
He handles magic and lives with it inside his body.
I wasn’t a mine ‘yet’.
That means.
Originally, the moment magic entered the body.
It’s a power that would not be enough even if you were to rot away and die in the first place.
Let me think back to when I first ingested the magic stone in this life.
It was something that was strange from the beginning.
The magic energy of Magic Stones is absorbed by Magic Stones.
The Gu Yan Hualun Gong can purify such demonic energy and turn it into magic energy.
I thought it would be okay for me, a non-mine, to have magic in my body.
indeed.
Was that the right story?
Just like Shin Noya did.
To prevent magic from invading my body.
Maybe something was blocking it.
This is a thought I’ve been hearing lately.
And if there is a being that can do such a thing, then it is mine.
‘That must be the guy who was nodding every day.’
I’ve been thinking about his existence for years now.
Other than whining every day that I’m hungry and eating rice.
It wasn’t that dangerous.
If you think about it, it reminds me of the times when they tried to give me information or help me.
I did think that it might not be as ominous as a curse.
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‘This guy… is related to my mother?’
The world tree said.
To know about this guy.
You should know about my mother. He frowns at those words.
“That’s nonsense.”
[Why do you think so?]
“This is the first time in my life that I’ve seen this guy.”
If I had this guy attached to me in my past life.
There’s no way I wouldn’t know.
But if this guy is related to my mother, how come I found out about it so late?
I thought the beast had something to do with my return.
“He wasn’t there in his previous life, so why is he with his mother…?”
[Really, did you think that it didn’t exist in the apostle’s previous life?]
“What do you mean?”
The World Tree frowned at his words.
Do you really think this guy didn’t exist in my past life?
[Have you ever thought that maybe you were just asleep?]
I have doubts about the words of the World Tree.
Then it would have been even stranger.
“Even if that’s true, it’s strange.”
A guy who slept all his life.
It’s like I suddenly woke up in the afterlife.
Isn’t that even stranger?
“When I met you in my previous life, there was no mention of it.” When I met the three counts.
He showed me a way out of this world and then disappeared shortly after.
What is the fire that will burn the karma?
What do you want from me?
All I’m saying is that he didn’t tell me anything.
“underneath….”
[Do you think that nothing has really changed in this life?]
“change?”
[Think about the changes that have occurred in you.]
The World Tree asked me for changes, but nothing came to mind.
No, to be exact, there are too many, which is the problem.
There should be one or two of those.
‘What could it be… . What could it be?’ If that guy was really sleeping in my body.
In my previous life, I was a guy who just slept around and around.
I had to think of a change that would make me wake up in this life.
‘•••Where.’
I slowly look back on my memories.
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The changes the guy must have experienced just before he woke up.
‘Volcanic wave… .’
When I discovered the Black Night Palace’s flower in the volcano.
By consuming it, I absorbed a lot of energy.
Aside from that, I also remember swallowing all the magical energy that was writhing in Geomhu’s body.
I wonder if it’s those kinds of parts.
‘Before that.’
This is the time when Shin Noya is with me.
I remember Shin Noya being surprised and asking me what on earth I was carrying around on my body.
It could be said to have been before that.
‘Then what?’
Was the problem when I absorbed energy from the Volcano Sect’s ghost?
In a way, that was the first chance encounter… .
“…uh?”
..
!..
!
Suddenly, as I was thinking about it.
I just realized that it wasn’t the first chance.
The first coincidence I ever had.
‘•••Notes on Geumcheonyeon-ga.’
Because it was clearly the power of the method I experienced in Sacheon.
A snake that filled the huge room at that time.
The bead that snake gave me.
I gave him the basic energy to raise his level.
Moreover, for a while, a strange spirit mixed with the chemical industry made me feel very uncomfortable.
“•••no way.”
If I were to list them one by one, it seems like everything could be a reason.
The fact that it was a coincidence that happened in Geumcheonyeon-ga.
There.
The existence before our eyes is three coefficients.
Of the things I encountered there. Not as large as the World Tree though.
Because it reminded me of a beautiful tree full of white leaves.
I thought about it that far.
I explained to the world tree in front of me.
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“•••I have been to the Bigo of Geumcheon Yeon-ga.”
[I see.]
“There I saw a tree with pure white leaves.”
In that note, it was also said that he had been given a chance by a giant snake.
[Yeah… That kid. Looks like he gave it to you.]
“I guess you know about the snake that was there.”
[I know.]
I could hear the sadness in the voice of the World Tree.
[How could I not know, you are a precious child who protected me?]
My eyes widen at the words of the World Tree.
Of course, the tree with pure white leaves that I saw there.
The monster in the form of a giant snake that was inside the cave.
It all seemed to be related to the three coefficients in front of my eyes.
I clearly said that all traces of the World Tree were erased from the world.
How did it remain?
•••No, more than that now.
“•••Is it true that the thing in my body woke up because of that?”
I should have asked this first.
The world tree, hearing my words, takes root and sweeps away my heart for a moment.
[Do you know what resonance is?]
Is this for explanation?
[What you swallowed back then. It was the dream that child had. It was my seed.]
“•••yes?”
[I want to fly high in the sky, that’s what the child has been loving for a long time.]
“Please make it a little easier.”
[Swallowing my seed means carrying the traces of the master inside your body.]
Thud.
The ends of the branches point downward from the chest.
He pokes my danjeon.
[He must have woken up because the resonance sounded at the same time as the power of another master came in.]
“•••What exactly is resonance?”
[He is also the master of the world. He responded to my power.]
“•••!”
He stroked the dantian that the three counts were stabbing with.
The one that was nodding too.
Which world are you the master of?
Only then did I remember what the Blood Demon had said to me.
-The master of the bottomless pit… .
That’s what the Blood Horse said when he saw the growling guy.
The master of the abyss.
At that time, it was something I couldn’t understand, so I easily overlooked it.
Even now, the word ‘owner’ remains clearly in my mind.
Bottomless pit.
master.
Let’s listen to the words of the World Tree.
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This guy is also the master of a world, just like the World Tree in front.
This guy, is he a lot more incredible than I thought?
“No, why do I have that?”
Not the master of this world.
It’s strange that the master of another world is in my body.
That guy has something to do with my mother.
‘mother.’
It seemed to imply that my mother was not just an ordinary woman.
Through the open magic gate in the sky.
I remember my mother’s face as she disappeared without a trace.
This is the reason why I couldn’t endure it and ended up breaking down.
This is an incident that made me certain that there is no one in the world I can trust.
[Apostle.]
In the midst of my confusion, the World Tree cautiously calls me.
“•••You said you knew about my mother.”
[I don’t know everything. I said it, but… I am already a being erased from that world.]
“I know, but you’re right.”
It’s getting urgent.
These are words I never really thought about.
I think there must be something else about my mother.
“Please tell me about my mother….”
Damn it.
Everything is connected.
Things I go through.
I feel so fucking connected.
It was like that from the beginning because I was the child of a wealthy family.
If the reason why people around me are unhappy is ultimately because of my karma, then
I had to hear it.
About the secrets I have.
Looking at the world with those eyes.
The World Tree spoke to me after a moment of silence.
[I was erased from that world, but I can know a little bit. The world I held
[I feel that you have faced two disasters so far.]
“Twice?”
I think about the two disasters that the World Tree spoke of.
First of all, let’s say it’s a blood horse.
What’s the second one?
Heavenly Horse…?
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Is it Cheonma? The only thing that comes to mind that could be called the second disaster was Cheonma.
As Yeonilcheon said, if the disaster is not mine, then it is nothing.
While I was thinking about it like that.
[I wanted to know about your mother.]
The World Tree begins its story about its mother.
When I heard that, my brows furrowed.
•••Why now of all times?
We were just talking about disaster.
Why are you suddenly talking about this here?
When such a question comes to mind.
[That’s her.]
The world tree spoke to me.
[This is the second disaster that has fallen on your world.]
After hearing the words spoken by the World Tree.
It felt like the world had stopped.
