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Chapter 124

In my past life… … What was he like when he was young?

Dazar closed his eyes and thought about the past. Her life in her past life was divided into before meeting her and after meeting her.

Dazar still remembered the feeling he felt when he first encountered her.

‘It was like an imprint.’

He grew up in a closed environment due to his father’s influence. His childhood was filled with memories of being suppressed by his father’s misguided obsession. He was dying from lack of breathing in his father’s suffocating enclosure, to the point where he could not remember having a proper conversation with anyone other than his family.

In the end, when my father became a follower of Ruben and committed such an extreme act as imprisoning the young man. Even though he was young, he sensed his end.

This world will be filled with nothing but despair and he will die, he thought, crying alone in prison. Until she appeared in front of me.

‘… … ‘Did you get caught too?’

‘Dazar… … ?’

Surprisingly, she knew my name, and I expected him to be a transcendent sent by my grandfather. I was disappointed that it wasn’t, but what happened after that was nothing short of surprising.

Because you saved him with those delicate arms.

In my young eyes at that time, she was a hero and a savior.

‘Are you ready to go?’

Through her, Dazar saw a ray of light in his despair and gained the courage to find his own life. From breaking out of her father’s cage to flapping her wings alone for the first time, it wouldn’t have been possible without her.

That’s how special she was.

The being that I encountered for the first time after cracking the egg. The person who opened the cage so that he could fly on his own.

Therefore, telling my grandfather that I wanted to keep her by my side was a natural outcome.

‘what? ‘A person whose identity is not clear?’

‘yes. I don’t care what Hee-ah’s status is. ‘Because I’m there.’

Since he had never been greedy or wanted anything before, his grandfather seemed very surprised. But after he met his eyes, he readily agreed.

Perhaps he was taking care of the situation of his young grandson who had snitched on his father.

‘If it’s okay with you, you can stay in the Siaster family for the rest of your life.’

That’s why he was so happy when he heard the words his grandfather said to Hee-ah. He was so happy that she almost lost the fork in her hand for a moment, but fortunately Hee-ah didn’t seem to notice.

However, as he glanced at her, he read her embarrassed expression, even if it was only for a moment. Having lived in his father’s cage without being able to take a deep breath, he was excellent at reading negative emotions.

He noticed. She said she did not like her grandfather’s offer.

She might feel burdened by this and leave. I think he thought that way at the time.

So I spit out something I didn’t even mean to say to her.

‘Don’t pay attention to what grandpa says. ‘Because I respect Hee-ah’s opinion.’

Is this a punishment for telling a lie?

The reality that came to him next was a room that suddenly became empty due to the space being torn apart. Hee-ah was next to me a little while ago. Where have they gone?

‘Heeah… … ? Heeah! Heeah! Where are you!’

I searched like crazy for her, but she was literally… … She disappeared. You left my side. As a child, it took him a long time to realize that.

I went to the place where I first met her, searched various parts of the mansion, and there was no area I didn’t visit after hearing that I had seen someone who looked like her.

10 years have passed like that. During that period, he gradually gave up. She really left me completely.

You won’t be able to find it anymore.

When you are in despair due to a great loss. Like a miracle, she appeared before my eyes.

‘… … you. Lee Hee-ah, right? ‘There’s nothing wrong with my eyes, right?’

‘all… … Dazar? How did this happen… … .’

It was as if she was frozen in time 10 years ago, on the day we broke up. With the same face as back then, she called me.

At that moment, my heart, which had stopped, started pounding. Her world, which had turned black and white, became colored and only she was in her field of vision.

When I met her again, she was so beautiful.

* * *



“Hee… … .”

“huh. “I’m here.”

I let out a small sigh as the situation was repeating itself from before. Ever since we met, he has been calling my name. As if he couldn’t believe what was in front of him, he rubbed his eyes and looked intently before calling my name. At first, I thought it was strange because it looked the same as before, but passed it on. As the number of cases increases, it becomes extremely frustrating.

okay. My name is Lee Hee-ah. That’s me! I put aside my desire to yell and spoke as kindly as possible.

“Hey, I didn’t expect it back then either. I never thought we would suddenly move like this… … . how have you been?”

“… … .”

Dazar blinked slowly at my words. His golden eyes looked slightly upward, then downward, and then upward again. He answered quietly in a voice that did not contain any sincerity.

“how have you been doing.”

Dazar, who seemed to be in his late teens now, had a strong frame and was tall enough to be considered an adult. Maybe that’s why the voice felt awkward, as if it had just gone through a period of transformation.

‘It’s awkward because that person keeps appearing on top of me.’

It was because I kept thinking of the Dazar of the original world. If it were just a little bigger and the impression was rougher, it would be difficult to tell it apart.

I could feel Dazar looking at me with such earnest eyes from a while ago, and it was quite embarrassing. I can feel sweat dripping down the back of my head.

‘This person. What if you do this to me now! ‘The lover who will soon become my fiancé will appear!’

I’m not a fool, and when I noticed that feeling right away, I felt like I was going crazy. Surely Dazar’s past won’t change like this? Hey, it’s just like your first love when you were young. I forced myself to nod.

‘After spending time with young Dazar, it seemed like he had never formed a meaningful relationship with another person.’

Perhaps it is because of that influence. And that will change when you become an adult and meet someone you really love. Don’t I already know the ending of Dazar?

He will meet ‘her’ whom he truly loves and fall in love with her desperately, and then lose ‘her’ and dedicate this world to Ruben.

What I meant was that I happened to be the only person who knew the end of this world.

That fact made me even more impatient. I kept thinking that I wanted to return to Axion before I gave up on this world.

At that time, Dazar, who was looking at me intently, suddenly spoke.

“Before I return to Seaster, there is something I need to resolve for a moment. “I’ll kill you while you sleep, so do you want to rest?”

“uh? What needs to be resolved?”

“huh. “It has to do with Ruben’s followers.”

At those words, I glanced around.

but. The place where Dazar was was not the Siaster Mansion. Deep in an unknown forest. Perhaps because they were camping, there was a bonfire lit… … . It seemed like he came out alone as there was no one around.

“Are you okay alone?”

“I’m okay. Because he is transcendent. but… … “I’m just worried that you might disappear while I’m away.”

“Well, that won’t happen.”

I shook my head. It probably won’t disappear as suddenly as before. Even back then, the moment Dazar placed a barrier on me, the space was torn apart… … .

‘ah. At that time, I clearly saw Dazar from the previous world.’

I realized something when I saw him. That Dazar is wandering around in that world looking for me. Perhaps after knowing that, I felt a little lighter. Because he thought that if Dazar was using his strength, he would somehow be able to escape from this place.

I would soon be able to meet Axion, Vanilla, and Dazar.

After thinking that far, I blinked at the name of Dazar that suddenly came to mind. Maybe it was because I kept meeting him here as a child, but thoughts of Dazar could not leave my mind.

I shook his face out of my mind and asked Dazar, who was now with me.

“If you’re anxious, would you like to come with me? “The place where Ruben’s followers are.”

“… … .”

Dazar seemed to be thinking greatly, but soon came to a conclusion.

“okay. Come with me.”

And in the rural village where I followed Dazar into hiding at dawn, I came face to face with a surprising person. Someone I met by chance on the outskirts of town… …

No matter how you looked at it, it looked like Cedric.

“You’re a traveler this early in the morning. “That’s amazing.”

Pink hair and a kind smile. It was definitely him.

I’m the Mother of the Soon-to-be Crazy Male Lead RAW novel

I’m the Mother of the Soon-to-be Crazy Male Lead RAW novel

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Status: Completed
I thought I was possessed in a novel about farming. Until the male lead, who went crazy because of magic and killed the heroine appeared. “Axion…?” Cheeks like rice cakes, puffy lips & eyes like silver beads. This extraordinary beautiful baby…. “Isn’t this the child My Lady adopted?” My son and the main culprit of the destruction of this world? There was seven years till the male lead killed his (adoptive) mother. I decided to convert the tragedy. Mother wants to live, son! *** ​ The reality of a penniless single mother, first of all, I signed a contract with the hostess’ father using my specialty. Initially, I was just going to make money for milk powder. “Is this ‘rice’? The more you chew, the sweeter it tastes!” “This meal will solve the world’s food shortage!” “This chewy texture! Did you say rice cake? I can’t believe this!” Did I just spread the taste of Korea? It will be perfect if I can stop my baby from going crazy now. “Taming me…is it over now?” “Without you, the world is meaningless.” “Did you want to see me go crazy?” This time, the female protagonist’s father, who was her future in-law, went crazy.


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